The Good Shepherd
It isn't too late. You're not too far gone. There is no sin so great or chasm so deep, that you cannot be rescued. You were worth the price Jesus paid - believe, repent, and follow the Good Shepherd.
"What do you think? If a man has a hundred sheep, and one of them has gone astray, does he not leave the ninety-nine on the mountains and go in search of the one that went astray? And if he finds it, truly, I say to you, he rejoices over it more than over the ninety-nine that never went astray.